2023

2023 was hard, what you see on instagram were all my high moments but the ones that truly shaped me were the ones where I was at my lowest, I understand that my struggles that I am going to touch upon a little bit is not comparable to the challenges other people face in their lives, and I am grateful for everything that I received and achieved this year! And thank you to all the people who helped me through it all ❤️

The year didn’t begin the best way, I started off the year like every other person with a lot of goals and tried to be hyper productive which ofcourse backfired quite fast but I found a rhythm midway through the year where I started perfecting my schedule, developed a mindset of mastering a day and not the rest of my life in one go. Some major lows were when I crashed my car slightly and was scared for my life after that because I realised I wasn’t paying attention on the road, when I got scammed on Instagram while buying a pair of sneakers for which I had saved up and lost some money there, wasn’t the best feeling because I thought I was usually smart about such things. And mentally I was broken down multiple times, times where I felt I wasn’t giving my 100% (be it at work or my personal life), times where I fell of the healthy lifestyle wagon because I was tired, times when I felt like everything was just falling apart. Nothing in life is as important as you think it is when you’re living in that moment and this causes the negative emotions to amplify causing us more pain, it’s hard to get out of it but taking it one day at a time helps. Getting in touch with my creative side helped because it truly was rejuvenating. Adulting is not easy, being productive, being good at your job, finding your passion & purpose, keeping up with your friends & family, balancing your personal & professional life, financial responsibilities, staying focused & healthy, and so much more. I’m still figuring all of this out and life goes on, few lows shouldn’t break you apart and at the same time don’t let the highs get to your head.